// You call me out upon the waters / The great unknown, where feet may fail /
It was a hot night in June 2014 when I first heard these lyrics. I was surrounded by people - many of which I knew, and even more that I did not - yet my heart felt so alone.
/ And there I find You in the mystery / In oceans deep, my faith will stand /
I mumbled along with the song, pretending I knew the words, looking around me at the crowded camp dining hall, wondering why God had brought me here again. It had been a hard year for me, and my choice to return to GLBC had been a halfhearted one. "Why not?" I had thought. "God's not giving me an exact answer, and I have nothing else to do..."